Your kindness shows in the way you tried to protect me from losing it all to nothing and nobody. No hard feelings – your smile is so contagious.
Category: Originals
You still ask me why.
I’ve sold every inch of my body to get distraction from the mess I’d been living in. I don’t have regrets, but I’m gratefull to see how time caused so many right turns and made this life bearable. Don’t ask me why I’ve changed and that I no longer add up to your standards. I stopped fullfilling your boyhood dreams and started living my own dream.
Miss you much.
Some days I’m completely fine and others -a complete mess. I miss you here to share all of my adventures. I wish you were here to share the memories I’ve made. I want you here to hold my hand as I continue to grow. I’ve grown so much and I’ve become a better me. If only you’d be here to see how happy I am. Dear god we have been through so much. We walked through hell and back and we made it. We are here, right now in this moment, and I wish you would be closer. Look at me, all I want is to make you proud.
A sunday.
I only pick daisies to let them wither in my back pocket, next to the winks and smiles from passerby’s. I’ve been waiting for a rainy autumn, but the days are still long and the parks crowded with lovers. I don’t blame them for watching the sunset. I wondered where my people were, the heartbreakers, the one-day-at-a-time, the reckless, the wilder ones. I wanted to be like them, even though I had always been at the wrong place at the wrong time. Maybe I was fooling myself, maybe I was lying to myself. Maybe all I ever needed was love, the sparks and the butterflies. You made me realize that. I thought I could never love someone so much it hurts, and it does and it aches and my body is built of rose petals. I’d be a hopeless fight to dismantle the fireworks you set off inside my head. I’d be hopeless to love you and here I am, counting the days with the butterflies in the park.
All.
I believe in soulmates as much as I believe that the planets speak to us.
That god gave us two-of-a-kinds and that the mercury retrograde affects us.
Cause we were put on this earth for a reason, to accompany the rest.
The morning rises and we roll out of bed.
You soulmate could be waiting for you on the balcony, to watch the day unfold.
For others, we hope to see that particular number pop up on your screen, for him or her to say all the words you wanted to hear. All you needed to know, and everything you both knew.
Silence; A personal update.
I’ve always been devoted to my blog. I spent hours a day browsing synonyms and translations. I spent half a lifetime trying to put my thoughts into words. But now we’re here, silence, absence, without a goodbye. I’m nowhere near ready to leave my blog, I’m very proud of what I’ve accomplished here. Everybody who read my content and my lovely followers who like and comment on the better parts.
I haven’t changed. My surroundings have changed drastically, because of that I find myself being different than before. I still have a dark side, everybody does, but it doesn’t define me as much as it used to. Insecurities and past struggles have been resolved. I had this longing to be selfsupporting and it is working out fine. To all the people who have known me all along; this is it. This right here, this is as good as it gets. Good days and more good days. Excitement, laughter, adventure, life really.
More to follow, stay tuned. Much love, Josephine
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I blamed you for being ‘too sweet’ and hoped we wouldn’t see each other again. Not a month has passed and your green eyes were fixated on me from the minute you saw me. I ended up being wrong and we smiled untill the stars came out to dance with us.
The overthinking 