not wanting to let you out of my reach – I hold on with two hands. in this life there aren’t many certainties but you – you are good and it is the only card missing in my deck. if I close my eyes I still feel that you desire me – I can’t be good but I can be anything you want, that you don’t need. take this gift and think of me. the cards are on the table and my address is on the back. don’t let the sunlight fade it – I do not want it to fade so one day we’ll find a way to be close again.