Yes it is hard
And yes I am struggling
But I’m still trying
And I always will
Try to forgive myself
For everything I have done
All the things that have gone wrong
Every time I mistreated myself of someone other
I don’t know when this will end
When will I recover from this guilt
I wasn’t such a human-kind
More like a
Soul gone insane
With a bruised body
Can I heal the pain?
from all that is blue and broken ?
The overthinking 