I got up,
turned around,
focused,
-
I took a step,
followed by another,
slowly
I moved through to room,
finding the strength,
not to fall
-
I still hadn’t eaten,
my shaking hands,
losing touch
I wanted to fall,
crash into the carpet,
downwards
-
Maybe someone would notice,
that I wasn’t okay,
far from
I leaned to the wall,
searched for balance,
stood still
- I was exhausted,
out of breath,
tired
I didn’t fall
I didn’t let myself fall
I would not fall before I have started
the horizon was still in sight
The overthinking 